Wishes…

If I could have wishes that can be granted right at this moment, these would be:
[Bold = important for me]
1. My family and relatives to have a good life from this point forward.(e.g. become financially stable, have their own businesses)
2. My close friends and not so close friends to be happy and cheerful all the time
3. People to stop hurting each other by all means (whether physically, emotionally, intentionally and unintentionally)
4. A brand new car
5. Gain 50 lbs.
6. Big house each for my family
7. new cars to family and friends who deserve it.
8. Own a multi billion dollar company
9. Have a height of at least 6′5″.
10. Travel to the Carribean islands
11. Remove stress from everybody in this world
12. Poor people to have a means of surviving everyday life
13. Old, aged people to have a happy life in their remaining time here on this earth
14. To have many more wishes

Horoscope…

Your sign’s symbol is the Crab.
Cancer is ruled by the Moon. You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting with friends. You are
sentimental, sensitive, and need to have a sense of security. You may be interested in politics even if it’s only on the local level. You tend to over protect what is yours. You are intensely romantic and have a vivid imagination. Your home and family are very important to you.

I was reading the newspaper Inquirer today (May 25, 2007) and read my horoscope on the Entertainment section. Here it is:

“Cancer – This is just a reminder to keep you aware that you definitely can can improve your job this year (and your health.) If your job doesn’t improve, you will get a better one.”

I am no fan of horoscopes. Although when I read it, a grin crossed my face. Interesting horoscope for me today. This is something to look forward to.

Tag…

I was browsing through Gellidon’s blog when I saw my name tagged for a game. Just for fun. Nakigaya lang ako sa iba.

Rules:

Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged needs to write an entry of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

15 things you may find weird about me.

1. I do not like to eat foods that do not seem to be palatable

2. I do not like the rain.. I’m not exactly sure why..parang sobrang gloomy kasi ng dating…maybe it’s just me.

3. I do not like to wear formal or semi formal attire (e.g. long sleeves with matching pants). I prefer shirts and jeans and yung casual na porma lang.

4. I have 3 pillows plus 3 stuffed toys on my bed..can’t sleep without those. Nagigising ako pag naramdaman kong di na sila kumpleto o kaya naman pag nahulog yung mga unan

5. I have 6 different pieces of Nike caps (love collecting these.)

6. OC sa arrangment ng kwarto, things, damet, drawers. Napapansin ko agad pag nagiba sila ng ayos…at ayoko ng ginagalaw ang mga ito ng iba (kahet parents)

7. Nakagat na ako ng aso before…I had 12 anti rabies shots plus the booster shots..masaket saken at magastos naman para sa parents.

8. Impulsive ako…pag may nakita akong magandang bagay (clothes, toys, et al.) binibili ko agad ito bago ako magsisi sa huli dahil sa hindi ko pagbili neto

9. Mahilig ako sa mga robots..basta everything about them..mga tipong Transformers, Gundam Seed , Gundam Seed Destiny, Robotech, Daimos, Voltes V…

10. May collection ako ng mga kotse. Meron akong 1:18 na ferrari na nakuha ko sa shell promo before. Meron din akong mini parking lot na laruan kung saan nakalagay ang daan daang kotse ng matchbox ko. Sinimulan ko ang pagcolekta nito nun nung bata pa ko. Pag lumalabas kame ng parents ko..sa sm cubao yun ang favorite kong pabilhan.

11. Mabaet ako sa mabaet saken pero mas gago ako sa mga gago saken

12. Mas gusto ko matulog ng walang ilaw.

13. Mas gusto ko din matulog ng bukas ang TV tapos naka sleep na lang.. ewan ko pero siguro mas inaantok ako ng mabilis pag nakaharap sa tv

14. Anime fanatic ako..pati american cartoons na iba..ok na din. Kung meron nga lang mabibilan ng mga costumes dito sa Pinas malamang lagi ako nasa mga cosplays at conventions.

15. Hilig ko din ang watermelon shake..wala lang..di ako nagsasawa..sarap eh

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Wala akong ma post. Hindi ako maka pag type ng maayos. Di ako makaisip kung ano isusulat.  Parang ang bigat ng kamay ko sa keyboard.   Parang ang labo ng mata ko habang kaharap ang computer screen…bakit nga ba?

Maraming bagay.  Di ko maipaliwanag. Di ko maintindihan.  Di rin naman ako iyakin para iiyak na lang ito.  Hirap akong umiyak. Di naman ako makasigaw..

Di ko na alam ang gagawin…

Inside…

Chaos!….Inside my head is like World War II. If you just look on the ouside I seem fine..no worries..hassle free.

But let’s say you get to take a peek what’s inside my head…it’s more than what you see outside.  It’s like an eternal battle is going on. It’s more than I could handle…