Let me share an unpublished post in my old blogger account from way back. I did not publish them at that time for a reason I already forgot. I found it typed in a notepad here in my PC. These are probably negative thoughts, but I guess I just want to share some of them.
1. It’s very easy to misjudge people, sometimes the people who do don’t even have the slightest idea of what is actually going on, and rely with their own version of stories or hearsays. They blabber..and blabber and blabber some more. I am resigned to the fact that it’s all they can do and nothing more.
2. It’s hard to free oneself from prejudices and that let them know that you are only being yourself and do or did not mean any harm to anyone. Even if you do or do not defend yourself from it, people will still think the same thing. Harsh, but it’s the truth that I have already accepted a long time ago. It is easy to forgive but it really is hard to forget.
3. People betray you–one way or another. But what hurts the most is that when those who betray / backstab you are the people who you considered as your true friends. Nothing hurts more than this..seeing that you entrusted and shared a part of yourself to these people only to be fooled and ridiculed in the end.
4. I only have a handful of “real friends”. They are the ones who truly know me. What I am..how I am..how I think..how I feel..
They are the people who get to see the real me. Even if it’s just a few, I am still very thankful. I can say that I’m lucky.
