This is not drama. This is not intended in anyway to get sympathy. I am just speaking my mind. Currently, I am feeling sad and lonely.

“The greatest battle lies within” according to the Spiderman 3 teaser. True enough it really is..at least for my case. A battle that only I can fight, that only I can counter, that only I can win…or eventually lose..without any help but from myself.
I’m lost in a myriad of thoughts, constantly looking for answers to questions that in my opinion will remain unanswered forever and ever. I have my emotional and logical side. The logical side always wins..no matter what I do because if I let the former takeover, it will only cause pain to others if not myself.
How can you say that a person has really experienced happiness if in the end there is only an endless flow of tears? Will the tears negate the happiness experienced?
Why? How? When? What?…